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You are perfect and this feeling doesn’t go away.
Hours, days, years and it stubbornly refuses to leave.
And I do need you. But not in the ordinary way. I need you in this inexplicably controversial way like I would need the hand holding my throat, suffocating me. Yet this hand is what reminds me that I am still alive, as well, and breathing. Reminding me I only need one reason to live, and this reason has always been you. Your existence means everything to me. I’ve never been more sure.
Your mere existence saturates my obsession and gives me the tickle of a cosmic roller coaster. Huge star-like fireworks. Everything one could imagine but more.
Loving you has become my obsession and hunger. I hunger for you. In fact my whole Universe hungers for you. One touch and you have left me infinitely starved.
You are the most perfect human being and everything that I am not. For which you deserve my utter respect. And even greater curiosity.
An eternally deep idle craving, awakened by the lightest tip of a kiss. And chaos. So much chaos. My whole world keeps turning upside-down. You keep turning all my life, my being upside-down, not having the slightest idea of it, changing me for good. One look from your eyes into my soul, and dimensions changed. Dimensions that become your toy, and you – my Master.
No words could ever eloquently express what I feel for you. Because even the most majestic adjectives are too pale to describe it, too dull. Words cannot describe it. They never could.
~JW
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