for the big brother!

I sense that
you can see me now,
but are you watching?
Do you see me when I don´t?
Observations are your specialty!
Perhaps…
for you that´s close enough?
And can I see you too?
If not, why not?
You wouldn´t tell me…
how´d I know?
I couldn´t!
Show yourself to me
and we can talk!
For certain,
we could both feel better.
Now just show yourself to me!
I beg your pardon!
And again… You wouldn´t.
Doesn´t matter!
Do you know me?
Can you tell me who I am?
If you would ask myself politely,
I could show you!
´cause you see my outsides
and you like it,
but you do NOT know me!
And you make me feel like
i´ve done wrong!
But…
how´d you know?
Are you observing?
And how´d you find me?
Who are you now?
Please, may I know?
Why not?!
You wouldn´t show me…
It will alter me,
you´d say.
But so does my suspicion!
That´s manipulation of the mind!
I demand you freed me!
Oh… enjoying this, you are,
and how!
My ignorance… so blissful!
But I’ve heard you breathe already –
that´s the cause.
The effect is – it makes me crazy!
Paranoia! All my fears come out!
And all this fear just makes me lazy,
my potential´s getting stagnant!
And I pray, I hope to grow!
But I need certainty,
I have to know!
You say it´s for my own protection!
But is it so?!
Or is it just another level,
a degree of separation!
And you want me to obey,
to simply work and pray
and pay
your debts from long ago!
And yet, you wouldn´t even show me
who you are.
I´m not alone,
for certain!
(actually I am because all the other animals scattered…)
(and it´s cold and dark at night here, in the Woods…)
But I am not afraid!
And never will be!
And somehow it all gets quite clear –
it´s you – the one that has to fear me!
Because I am not alone,
in fact,
we´re more than ever!
And all the other 99 will come and fight!
And search for you
and when we find you
(and we will, the world is small!)
You´ll have a big time of explaining,
for I’m not your little brother anymore!
The big surveillance!
Yes, you´re creepy,
with your lies and hide-and-seek!
So…
Are you watching now?
You´re not?
I thought you liked it!
Now go back inside your hole,
your hiding place!
But I will find you
and demand some answers!
Who you´re working for
and why´d you bother?
Am I so interesting to you,
so fascinating?
Or is it just to comfort you
that i´m not perfect
and mistakeful?
But i´m not!
I´ve done no wrong!
And I´m here more than you
to help, protect and serve
and love
then go.
Clear consciousness, that´s all!

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