My guardian…

~.~

The pit of darkness and I’m floating through a riddle,
an endless fall deprived of feelings.
No sight, no signs, no sound or breathing.
No up or down and nothing in the middle. There’s no one here to hear my cries.
Just nothingness and I, forever.
And nothingness can’t calm me down.
Then something happens and you stop my falling,
catching me while I’m asleep.
Appear behind, I feel your gentle soothing light.
The dawn has cracked, the day is rolling.
I feel the gentle airy wings of grace.
You kiss my neck, I feel your breath,
while mine is taken by the arms around me.
The dark enormous wings are merging with the nothingness above me,
giving my strength back, my hopes, my smile’s returning,
leading me to prayers, guiding my way up again, escaping here this masquerade of promises so fake, so near.
I let myself surrender, touch your face and kiss your lips, admiring just every second, all this bliss.
The colors in my dreams are following the path of patience that you’re setting,
my hope is filling back the lungs inside me.
My every breath is filled with sweetness by the thought of you,
my heart is pumping rainbows in anticipation.
The solid rocks I feel beneath my feet,
the safety you’re providing, all this light of your sweet guiding grip.
I slowly start to crave this shimmer.
It’s you, I know, the only one deserving of my deepest love, indeed, it surely shows.
My life, my inner peace, my angel, my best friend.
A healer of the fallen and forgotten.
I’m dusting off, the shells, that I was buried in, have rotten,
rebirth and endless love have I been given.
And all I want is give it further,
give my life and love to you, the most amazing man, so vulnerable and my shelter.
My love, my husband and my guardian angel,
your brilliance from way beyond this world,
a happiness I didn’t know I was deserving,
the warmth and safety of forgiveness.
Your love for me is sure to be a holy blessing.

~ Kass