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The Universe is speaking to me through the elements.
The air is whispering aroma chills,
providing my lungs taste the sweetness of another spring.
I float and dive into an endless ocean of my own,
within my veins. Surpassed my tears.
I drown sometimes and keep forgetting how to swim,
but then awake again and realize I can still surface,
and balance my own waves. And smother my own fears.
My feet are sounds like hitting thunder,
connected firmly to the ground,
my being bound so deeply to my mother.
My heartbeat echoing her dreams of future so profound.
*
As thunder hits the ear, as light turns present
and matter starts appearing,
I learn and know about my senses,
I grow, I learn and love myself and understand my feelings,
the fluids, air within my body,
my bones feel heavy, my time gets needed.
And all the breaths I breathed,
and all the drops I drank,
and all the steps I’ve taken, getting further, more awake,
and all the vital lessons
have led me to myself
have led me to this search,
and this realization.
*
Throughout my mind I search for something.
I search for something that has ceased appearing,
For something that so stubbornly avoids the eye,
For the elusive shadow, hidden in the sky.
The other side.
I’m searching for the one,
I’m searching for my soul, for my own magic.
The one the mirrors could not show.
The shadows are the walls themselves.
The perfect riddle and a paradox the mind can’t sense.
The silence of the floating water deep inside my every cell.
The salty taste of my own sweat, the absence of all gravity in fleeting dance.
Unraveling the time, and searching for a way
to find ourselves, to feel our souls.
To know.
And peacefully escape.
*
We all just want to find the magic.
We all just need for someone to translate.
Our feelings, our emotions. And the elements.
Providing meaning to the self.
(So simple it’s insane.)
*
And suddenly – a spark,
A flame…
A tortured sign,
A fire burning in the mind.
A tool, divine, beyond all knowledge.
Technology and wars, development, civilization…
An impulse, flowing electricity, the element to finish and begin it all…
The fire needle that supports all life.
And suddenly a reason.
And suddenly a start.
A sparkle, giving us all kinds of knowledge,
Reminding of an endless freedom,
Expanding into different worlds.
The fire.
And the magic has begun…
***
And suddenly it’s all unreal,
dream worlds unraveling before my senses,
combining all the elements in hidden strengths.
And suddenly my sight, my hearing – mended,
translated into wisdom, formerly to me unknown,
providing me with higher vision – all matter just pretended,
just a game that I define,
my mind – imploding fireworks,
colliding colors through my eyes,
the elements have given to me all that’s mine.
And all is magic.
All is life.
~Love,
Kass
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