…And I will wait no longer…

~

A war, a prison, a past life.
Some memories of love and you,
so many times we’ve been here.

A mountain, a big tree, the valley.
I’ve missed you many times before.
Strong feelings and you taught me loneliness each time,
I had to see it coming in this life again.

Our memories might differ, yet I know…
Until I learn to love you, I’m not going,
the eternity’s not ours.
But the roles have changed,
(I used to be a Goddess, now I hardly flicker.)
I have turned much weaker,
as of you – more powerful than ever.

Chances are the energy’s off balance,
the more you wait, the more I want you.
The more I’m sending to you all my thoughts and life and prayers.
The more your power over me’s prevailing.

The sooner I have realized and stopped it,
the better I will do prevent another plague.
A memory from not so distant future –
my soul collided into millions of crickets…

World hunger and a war. No reason.
But my love for you is strong my dear.

It used to take us seconds and we knew it lasted for a lifetime.
And now instead it takes us both a lifetime to be certain, both unhappy,
both untrusted.
And all we do is love each other merely for a second.
Right before we fall securely back into the doubt of darkness.

And we feel eternity is fading.
And we know each time we played eternal love for just some shallow dimes
and innocent regrets.

And you know I’ll always love you.
But your always is too late this time, you played it.
Time and time and time again…
And I have moved on, love, and I will wait no longer.

~jade