All is fading

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You left and took your love away.
And left me wondering in pain
just whether all my tears were worth it…
You cut the cord and reaped my heart out,
and left me wandering just where I’m standing.
It felt like all was disappearing, turning into haze,
as I was standing. And in the loudness of the streets,
realities colliding, the timelines gotten smudgy,
but I’m still standing. Observing as time flies
and everything is changing, yet I’m here.
I look down at myself, I see the whole,
the hole of darkness in my soul –
it’s eating me alive,
my core is gone. I am dissolving.
And suddenly I realize –
reality’s not fading,
it is me that’s going home.
And you’re not with me.
And you didn’t leave me,
just  my faith did, so I’m gone.
I’ve returned to where I started,
My bones have turned to dust,
my heart’s still missing,
but I’m here.
I see all changing,
Standing still – it’s back
the way it used to be.
I’ve let all go.
I’ve let it in.
I’m hurting.
All is fading.
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~DW