I close my eyes at night and dream. And in my dreams I see a window. I then get closer just to see my own reflection reaching in and out through all those whirling sides in layers infinitely pale and thin. I reach my hand and touch the mirror – a window to another life. It reaches back and forth in all dimensions. It separates, reflects in endless fractals. A tree of life flows in and through it. The branches are reflections reaching from me to my other selves. The branches are connections binding my own self within the dream. I dream of lives within a mirror. And on the inside someone closed their eyes. She closed her eyes and dreams of me, I stand there looking for her through a dreamer’s mirror.
I dream of a world full of honesty and open magic. A world in which our thoughts become visible in an instant as our reflections in every mirror we look at. A world where we value every single breath and every moment, every touch of the wind on the skin, every ray of light and every bit of shadow is worth more than all the gold and silver. A world where everyone is aware of their own freedom and therefore everything is sacred. A world where every blink of an eye is assumed as a bliss. A world where no prejudice exists and nobody lives in doubt. A world where the only concentration of force is towards our inner selves, towards discovering our true potential, in silence and in absolute commitment. A world where achievement only has to do with our own selves rising higher every moment, without restrictions or binding, without competition or outer challenge. A world where the words fear and pride never existed or have long been forgotten.
I dream of a world in which silence equals knowledge and the invisible answers each question. A world where calmness equals action and bravery means patience. A world in which we accept that what we see is what we are and so we feel beauty everywhere. A world in which the music of the Universe is the absolute masterpiece and we are grateful for the echo of eternity vibrating in our souls. A world in which we close our eyes to look through the heart and thus become one with the infinite present moment. A world where our only possessions are the cells within our bodies and the celestial existence behind them. A world in which both the young and the elders are considered all-knowing and all the stones, plants and animals are respected as teachers. A world where simplicity and humbleness are more than enough and equality is the highest human priority.
I dream of a world in which we accept that energy and light transmit the information of the ages and we resonate to it by becoming the architects of the tremendous chaos built both by all the elements of the Universe and the way they vibrate throughout our bodies. A world where feeling is more important than telling and acceptance travels millions of miles above the aura of our perspective. A world where we finally acknowledge that heaven and hell are the states of our being and they are both a matter of constant decision.
I dream of a world in which time is perceived as an eternity and space is what cannot be seen. A world in which emptiness is nothing but a synonym for potential and love is separated from the illusion of greed. A world where the ego has dissolved into the soul of the Whole and we have gladly become particles of the ethereal nothingness.
I think about you every day.
Every day in the enclosure of my dream world.
I hope about you every day,
that you will live the life you´re keen of.
The words that have been left unsaid,
the deeds that were left unforgiven,
the proofs that took my pride and yet
nobody answers or received it…
Some day you might just know the difference
of who I were and what was I to give you.
Some day I might not mind the distance
and the cold you left for me to fear of.
Someday the wind might gently whisper
something of a faded memory
and somehow you will suddenly remember me
inside the warmest sunrays that I am now sending..
And if this memory becomes a smile,
and if this smile becomes a heartbeat,
I hope it fills you even for a moment or a while-
so I will know this love has never whithered..
In a world where there’s just you and me,
I am still searching.
I am still wondering if it was all just a dream.
I am still wandering in this endless desert of the whitest of planes.
I am still asking you if you can hear my thoughts.I am still praying for the moment your eyes will tell me the truth.
In a world where there’s just you and me,
I am still lost.
I am still reaching my hand toward an infinite emptiness.
Where are you?
Was it all just a dream?
Or was it all
just an echo
of a heartbeat?
Just an echo
of another life.
There’s nothing in the world somebody ever wanted,
more than I have wanted you.
There’s no one in the world who ever loved another,
more than I will be forever loving you.
But that’s a life I only dreamed of,
somebody else’s place and time.
And it’s the greatest love that never faded,
but it belongs to someone else to live.
The kiss you placed upon my forehead was to you
so different than it was to me.
It stung my heart, it started racing
and in this race I wasted all there ever was to me.
There’s nothing in this world somebody ever wanted,
more than I have wanted for this love to be.
I’d trade my life, my soul, my whole surroundings just to know
that I will be the one you’re holding near.
Gravity chains, feeling helpless in vain,
Gravity chains, still in love with the pain,
Gravity chains pulled me dead and insane.
Hopeless love and darkened pride.
Eyes wide open, hearts wide shut.
Horror blades of illusion and shame.
Thorns of grey, lies have me stained.
Bleeding pain, throats have stuttered.
Choking pleads and shouting whispers,
Fears alive, your poisoned truths.
Slither on. Your filth, no home.
Love was like a parachute fall. We were both on the same plane, flying over paradise. Secured at the door and waiting for a sign. But the sign never came, so I jumped anyway, hoping you would follow.
Love was like a parachute fall, but you left me fly alone. Now I have landed in paradise, wishing you were here, and you’re long gone, piloted by your own fear. Don’t come to look for me again, there’ll never be the same place, time or even plane.
One month could feel like thousand years,
and yesterday seems has been gone forever.
The hand I held is distant, even non-existent
and all the promises have finally faded.
Our paths now separated,
our hearts bled dry to realize we have pretended.
My mind keeps telling me I really loved you
yet my soul knows love could never bear a doubt,
it always shows.
I know too that you never loved me either,
for when you love a girl you don’t fall for another.
And all my thoughts now scattered,
and there’s no warmth, no home.
We played a game and cheated no one but our souls,
for love can never be a theater, nor role.
If you somehow knew
that all the lies you’ve ever spoken
and all the unsaid truths
were to come back
as tears
in the eyes of your loved ones
would you still avert the truth?
I am trapped inside a blurry vision
of an elusive love
and a translucent hope,
that some day
we will be sitting
next to each other once more,
enveloped in a thin silent veil
of peace and quiet knowing
that we will never be apart again.
